I am a mom to a daughter who means the world to me, I love serving the lord and ministering to people. I am called by the Lord as an evangelist and preacher of the gospel. I also love worship and music for the Lord . I LOVE WRITING and the Lord gives me Revelatory messages, prophetic messages and messages of exhortation, poetry, music etc to encourage and draw people to a closer walk with him.
I have a passion for sharing the Gospel and Outreach. God has given me a special love for the broken hearted, rejected, unloved, cast aside and hurt because that was my experience. I know there is healing for any situation we have gone through in Christ. He came to bring LIBERTY to the CAPTIVES. I love to share JESUS and the WHOLE truth about him.
My main passion is to see many come to know him for who he truly is. WITHOUT HOLINESS NO MAN SHALL SEE GOD. Christ is returning for a pure bride. Enough with COMPROMISE, SIN and LUKEWARMITY IN THE CHURCH. We need to be READY FOR HIS RETURN.
MY BRIEF TESTIMONY
My life has been one full of Gods grace and mercy. I love Jesus. He delivered me from a life of shame, hopelessness and destruction and gave me a new start. I am eternally grateful to him! And he wants to do the same in your life. He is not a respecter of persons
He delivered me from a life of sin, shame, depression, hopelessness, and suicidal thoughts. I grew up with an alcoholic, depressed father who was very abusive to my mother. The environment I grew up in was unhealthy, chaotic, filled with anger, bitterness, shouting and tension and was very damaging to my self esteem growing up. By my teen years I was struggling with depression, lack of self esteem and confidence, self hate, hate for life, hopelessness, lack of identity, constant suicidal thoughts and one failed suicide attempt at age 15.
My father committed suicide when I was 17 and my life spiraled further from then on into one of a constant search for love, severe depression for many years, failed relationships, severe anxiety and fear, lack of any self esteem or confidence, suicidal thoughts that never wavered and search for belonging in alcohol, astrology, writing, solitude, wrong relationships, believing I was gay at some point etc all in a search for a love and acceptance I had never experienced.
In the mist of being a backslidden Christian with no hope in this life, JESUS MY SAVIOUR rescued me and had mercy upon me. Because of his mercy and grace I am now righteous in him, forgiven and accepted and headed to HEAVEN.
I finally found what I had been looking for in JESUS CHRIST who died for my sins on that old rugged cross, in pain, with a crown of thorns on his head, all that I may have life ETERNAL. When I let him into my life truly he changed me, sanctified, saved me, accepted me, transformed me and continues to do so day by day. He was rejected that I may be accepted by the Father in him.
The Lord also over time confirmed my call as an Evangelist to preach his gospel and see people come to the saving knowledge of Christ and experience his deliverance and freedom. I am truly grateful to him for taking my messed up life and using it for his glory. Truly his word is true when he says “God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so that no human being might boast in the presence of God” (1 Corinthians 1:27-30).
Psalms 40:1-5 describes my testimony well:
1 I waited patiently for the Lord;
he inclined to me and heard my cry.
2 He drew me up from the pit of destruction,
out of the miry bog,
and set my feet upon a rock,
making my steps secure.
3 He put a new song in my mouth,
a song of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear,
and put their trust in the Lord.
4 Blessed is the man who makes
the Lord his trust,
who does not turn to the proud,
to those who go astray after a lie!
5 You have multiplied, O Lord my God,
your wondrous deeds and your thoughts toward us;
none can compare with you!
I will proclaim and tell of them,
yet they are more than can be told.
A bit more of my testimony can be found on this website: http://www.precious-testimonies.com/BornAgain/L-N/mbaabumwendwa.htm
this is a powerful testimony Amelia and i hope you stay blessed in the lord He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother as time progress we will be able to bible chat one of this days, take care and stay bless!!
Be blessed.
Mwendwa! you have a blend of both talent and a calling, I have walked through your site, stumbled and fallen for your gift of litereture, I must admit being driven to the same direction of using my God-given gift to serving Him. I cannot help but thant the almighty God for leting you tourch the herat of many both here and beyong, with your gift. my prayer and wish is that may a million folds visit the site just the same way as I did, to discover of God,s love. Think you once again for who you are
thanks robin. i appreciate. God bless you richly and may you serve him with your whole heart
Good stuff Mwendwa… with patience and perseverance (macrothumia), we shall complete this race. In the meantime, we must focus….
May the Lord richly bless your soul as you seek to fulfill his will in your life.
Dan Kidha Kidha
amen
Honest and open heart and mind!
Many will be blessed through your life, words and work in the years to come.
Blessings
Daniel Grimmer
thanks dan. blessings
Awesome, I just recently began my journey with Christ and I am learning about his wonderful grace and mercy. Reading ur story has truly been a blessing.
amen Rozlyn, keep walking with jesus and keep the faith through the hard times. he will neevr leave nor forsake you.
Wooo Hoo, this is a nice web page you got here Mwendwa, by the way so you prefer being called Mwendwa or some other name? Anyway thats besides the point, my qn is have you ever ministered to an Atheist? If so how did you go about it?
I havent yet, Ill get back to you with any material i get on that via email.
Praise God! JESUS is the Savior of us all! Thanks for sharing and testifying to His love for the outcast! Thank you Jesus!
I remember the first time I spoke his name….Beauty filled my soul and continues to flow today. Jesus the most beautiful name I know.
Thanks jewel. how nice of you to pass by. you’re a blessings. May the lord contnue to increase your ministry as you overflow for him.
I love your blog…keep up the good work
thank you. just checked out yours shortly, and it looks great. will visit again soon in greater detail. blessings
Its a powerful testimony, sister Mwendwa. Do not dispise a humble beging, for the future is great. Past cannot define your destiny neither the present for as more as we know Christ, we improve the levels we are in to another level, glory to glory, strength to strength. You life is a true testimony. May God bless you for being frank and open.
Hi Brother Daniel, I truly appreciate your comment and words of encouragement. Truly our pasts cannot define our destinies; I’ve witnessed that first hand. The lord is always moving forward not backwards, he says our latter shall be greater than our former as we keep moving with hi. Like you said we move from one level to another the more we know him. 2 Corinthians 3:18 says that we are being transformed into likeness of Christ from one glory to glory by the spirit of God. Bless you brother. May the lord always cause your life to be a blessing to others and may he increase your boundaries TO BE A BLESSING!
hey FRIEND?
I thank God for Jesus christ who is the power of God onto salvation .The bible says in romans10:9That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation but we have to be sincere because the bible says in hebrews4:12 that the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart, therefore we need to be honest with ourselves, it also goes as far as saying ” That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven”(mathew5:20).
.The bible says in mathew 22:14 many are called but few are chosen 2chronicles7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.1peter5:5-7 says Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. 6Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: 7Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. How do we humble ourselves? By obeying the conviction of the holy spirit and philippines1:6 “Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ”.the bible say that hebrews11: 6 . But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. It is very important that we know since we have not seen God we cannot make any image or carvings and say that:- that is God, but we Just and I repeat we just need to believe that God is in the midst of us when we talk to him .1 Corinthians 2:9 “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him” .And who is it that loves God, John 14:23
Jesus replied, “If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. Jesus’ teachings are Gods’
commands which are found in the books of the gospel ( mathew, mark, luke ) start with mathew5,6,7.The bible says in philipines2:4-5 let the mind that was in christ jesus be in you(books of the gospel is the corner stone).after we have known how Jesus was thinking, Now we have the weapons of our warfare 2corinthians10:3-6 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh: 4(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) 5Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; 6And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.isiah55:7-9 says Let the wicked man forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon. 8For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD. 9For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts. psalms139:17 How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!.
So after building a boundary , now God is able to talk to you for he says for the thoughts that I think towards you are not thoughts of evil but thoughts of peace to give you a future and a hope therefore until you stop thinking for your own selves think on good things jesus also says in (mathew9:4) why do you entertain evil thoughts in your heart the bible also says in (mathew 12:34) that out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks things into existence so if you speak evil then you become defiled
John 15:1-22
1I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman.
2Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.
3Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.
4Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me.
5I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.
6If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned.7If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.
8Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples.
9As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love.10If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.
11These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.
12This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.
13Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
14Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you.
15Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you.
Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.
17These things I command you, that ye love one another.
18If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.
19If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.
20Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also.
21But all these things will they do unto you for my name’s sake, because they know not him that sent me.
22If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin: but now they have no cloak for their sin
You dont know me sister and probably never will in this life, but thats not important because we worship the same risen Saviour by the same Holy Spirit! I am so glad God intervened and you did not die,nothing breaks my heart like someone taking their life .I want to encourage you to never give up,NEVER!!! Your life is no longer yours it has been bought at the ultimate price unfathomably valuable life of Jesus Christ,he will never leave you nor forsake you!!! You are eternally blessed!!! never give up
amen brother Ivory, thanks so much. indeed suicide is terribly sad and a trick of the enemy to steal men’s souls. God is good and intervened for me , i was such a lost, sad girl. he had mercy on me. amen brother for the encouragement. i truly do appreciate. God bless you!
Amen. Love you mwendwa… your testimony is moving. May the Grace of Lord be upon you and:
8Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
10Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness’ sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Glory to God
Hey, this is a most powerful testimony that I have heard or read in recent times ….and it describes my story. God is wonderful and worthy of all our praise!!!
amen! glory to God Joel. he’s a deliverer!
Inspired,Uplifted and blessed by your true testimony,Mwendwa.Keep on sowing the seed of life.
amen Ashley!Glory to God, God bless you
i rily lyk this articles.. keep up, u bless us..
amen, be blessed
waoh all glory be to God. He is indeed awesome and gracious and its always a joy to hear the wonderful testimonies of how God has poured His grace upon our lives..as for me and my family we will serve the Lord coz without Him, i am indeed nothing..He saved me and delivered from from destruction and now i cant live my life without my Daddy for He not just my God but He is my best Friend, He is my everything and i love Him because He loved me first… saved by His amazing grace. God bless you always and fill your heart with His peace and joy for the joy of the Lord is your strength.
praise the lord! what a wonderful testimony i have read. Glory to god and I pray earnestly the Lord of us Jesus Christ to bless you more abundantly in your life. God bless you
amen, thank you brother